Time MAchine = Regrets

Today after reflecting on my way home I had a chance to think about time and regrets. We humans tend to desire of having a time machine! Why? Because we want to change something from the past! What we regret happening from back then! For example failing an EXAM! some people want to return time just to change the results of the exam.. For now I want to Write some reasons why I want to have a time machine! ahahaha!! Because I really feel that this are the same things that I used to REGRET!

1. Go back to retake a certain Entrance Exam.
2. Go back to the time where I wanted to dance with somebody.
3. Go back to the time to know the name of the girl I was introduced to.

I cant recall anymore because It just Sucks! Its not hurting or anything but I cant believe that I forget some of them! Trying to live life without regrets makes me want to forget them. Ahaha! which is kinda Lame! Forgeting regrets is like ignoring all the lessons that those regrets have brought you! This Rant is really about Time and regrets. Time is something that we can't restore no matter what we Do!! Regrets are things that happened in a certain time and we think that they are all wrong. But looking at time and regrets in a different point of view. Both of them brought something good to our lives. They brought lessons that something that happened in the past is a lesson that we should apply in order to have a good future. THIS IS WHAT I realize but I can't implement up to nOW!! Febuarary is Ending!! TIme To be back on the path that I lost along with the lessons that I tried to FORGET!!!

Api Varentines!!!

It Sure feels great walking alone on a crowded street on Valentines day! Today just know I felt a sudden urge to reminisce about the past specifically on always active during major prods. But I was less active this year! But anyways I am always @ the major prod during valentines! Come high school years we celebrate our valentines on up's feb fair we go there tn stroll and see some kiosks along with the purpose of practicing an act for our schools foundation day! But there was one unique valentines day! It was during my 2nd year! We went to our usual practice @ our classmates' house we decided to have a party for the day! My friends bought some Grandmatador brandy and we started drinking! It was my first time drinking a hard liquour! Its the first time I learned about chasers! After my 3rd drink I was given a chaser "Faye Sese" described as ice tea and drank it! After a minute i suddenly went red but not drunkard! After another drink I stopped drinking! And Faye told me that it was lambanog mixed with ginger to cure sore throat! Next stop Elementary Days! I can say that it was the first and last time I ever spent something not for me up until now During Valentines! I was grade five back then! There was this girl I could say my first Infatuation @ first Sight Girl. I was so Captured by her beauty I bought her a heart shaped doughnut in a Heart shape metal container. I told one of her classmates to give it to her and I left as quickly as I can! I cant remember if I wrote a note or something but Im sure that I gave it to her and told that it came from me. Well that was my valentines day. It ended normally but I think something happened around me!

RantLess weeks.. Lamest Month

Things were progressing weirdly for the past few weeks. No rant has ever came up to my mind. But it has been a pattern to me ever since I graduated from my elementary school. Something happened to me that time During the February season. I don't know how it affected me but the results are quite obvious. During the whole time of February I go through a hiatus that automatically activates itself during the season. I am somehow in a state were I don't feel any love struck or any cheesy lines comming out of my mouth. In short Im not "IN LOVE" during February. My mind is like in an empty space where no Ideas come out and no Ideas Come in. I easily forget things I'm not in an "EMO"-state but I don't feel any "In Love"-state either. I'm a little useless. This State might be self-inflicted but I did not see how I inflicted it to myself. One thing I'm sure about is that it happens every February. My lamest month were my mind runs slow and my memory and my reactions are lame. Sorry For the past weeks Rantless and The next comming weeks having a lame posts. I will get myself together somehow the next month or the month after. But thanks again for reading! Till then Ill try to post Something... Or somehow try to make A story for some Comic.