To the girl who will never be mine.

To the girl who will never be mine. Hello, Writing this sucks but who cares?! You will not read this anyway. I've been watching k-dramas and reading shojou mangas lately and I have been contemplating.. What if I was able to pull off these stunts? Would my ending be the same as they achieved? Will I be able to give you a good ending... Or a great beginning? Well these fantasies came out from the writers who also thought of the same IDEA as I am thinking about now. If ever "Boy A" is able to bring "Girl B" to happiness no matter what means necessary he will win her heart. In reality this is true but the means is what separate fantasies from reality. I, "Boy A", will never be able to bring You,"Girl B", to happiness. Why? Because the means are terrifying. Yes I am a coward as the title suggests. I may not be able to perform the means now but watch out, this is a challenge coming from coward "Boy A", I will be able to win hearts of others but one of my goals will always be winning your heart "Girl B". -SEFM

Time Line

Year One.
It started.
I discovered it, felt it, and tried to Control it.
I hid it.

Year Two
I was able to control it.
More like Ignoring it..
I planned it after the nth Year.
I will start.

Year Three
A chance came that destroyed my control over it.
But I stopped it.
Stopping it was never a Regret.
Stopping it made me think that I have control over it.

Year Four
I cannot control it anymore.
Circumstances that came help me control it.
I wanted to start it.
I thought another year is not that long.
I was not wrong it came so fast.

Year FIVE
I started to let it flow.
But I been to used to control it
And I cant stop controlling it.
I was so confused on how to Handle it.
It was out of control.
It came to a point that I let it go.
But it was not returned.
It was not accepted.
It was rejected.
It was wrong to control.
It thought me how to be patient.
It was a great experience.
But It was never completed.

Year Current
It maybe repeating again.
so as the past that came with It.
How can I complete It?
Or maybe.
Am I still controlling It?
or Am I Rushing It?

@_@

Re:BLOG

Its been a long time since I last Blogged and spaused Prima's story!! I've decided to blog again since I don't feel so well and my heart is shattered for some reason! Ill be posting in Filipino today! This will be a story about a hopeless romantic boy who got caught up in a very awkward situation.

Ang buhay nga naman bat pa kailangan pang itago sa kwento e pwede naman i lahad ng diretso! Nung isang lingo nag plano ako! Pupunta ako sa isang lugar para mag bigay ng regalo! ang ireregalo ko sana ay isang manika na may nakasabit na tag na nag ddisplay ng kanyang Pangalan at pabati ng happy valentines day! ngunit sa di inaasahang pag kakataon naubos ang aking pera! nasira ang plano nag patong patong ang mga deadline ko at nag dugo ang ilong ko! nag Unli pa naman ako para lamang ipang tawag sa kanya pag dating ko sa lugar na yon! Mabuti nalang at di ko iniannounce ang aking plano at konti lang ang nakaka alam nito! Pero sa loob loob ko! nabigo parin ako! maganda na sana ang plano!! pero dahil sa kapabayaan ko! nawala lahat ng pagkakataon ko!!

Araw ng mga puso! Lahat ay nag lalabasan ang mga tukso! pero ang aking puso, ay natiling naka suko! dahil wala akong pera at ang lahat ng plano ay nasira na! marahil di nga naka tadhana! o dahil di lang ako nakapag handa. marahil lahat ng ito ay sapat na upang akoy sumuko na! pero sa tingin ko ay hindi pa! dahil ang lahat ng ito'y wala pa sa kayang abutin ng aking pagasa!!




thanks to MiaTheMyrmidon for this Vid!!

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