LRT:A -Light Rail Transit-Angel!? Unspoken Promise...

I just finished my OJT last thursday It was very Tiring yet Very Entertaining and Educational Experience for me. Among all the OJT-ers that enrolled the same time as I did I was the first one to finish (and first one to start as well). The first day of my summer was very boring. I slacked around all day doing nothing but eat sleep and watch. After Watching I eat after I eat I SLEEP. And the patern repeated the whole day. Nothing happened as planned. I was planning to prepare all the documents that I need to submit for the official completion of my OJT. With that aside Time for some Story Blog.

I always ride the LRT at the same Location and cab everyday. The first time I rode the LRT alone for work I saw a lot of cute Girls. Most of them were with somebody and there was a very little chance that some of them were alone. This was always the scenario in the two trains that I ride everyday for work. Until a week arrived that all the Trains that I ride were filled with male passengers. It was a very dull week for me Until I reached the last day of the week which is a friday. I unexpectedly finished my morning chores early and decided to leave my house at exactly 6:45am I arrived at last station and rushed to the next train and arrive around 7:00am. Waiting for a train I looked around and found a CUTE LADY. The time slowed down and all I can see was her Moving through the crowd her Auburn Hair Dancing with the wind and shining with the sun as she approach my location. Suddenly someone appeared behind her some guy came out and held her, the time returned to normal. At the same time they went behind me a train arrived exactly were I expected it to be the door in front of me. It was full and passengers were literally popping out of the train when the doors opened. We were not able to ride that train. Another full train passed and we skipped it. Then the latest 4 cab train that collected passengers on another station arrived. We were able to ride it but inside was like an intestine people came pushing foward and I was injested inside and got separated with the couple. I was bearly able to see her but her Auburn hair was standing out. They went down 3 stations before my stations and as they went away my eyes was fixed to her and her hair just like an Angel flying away in front of me. The next day arrived I rode the train again and I got the chance to be with THEM again. I learned that she was from a famous state university in within the metro. This scenario repeated everytime I leave the house and arrive at the second train around 7am. Until I decided to switch locations and move to the opposite side of the train near the "GIRLS ONLY" side of the train. I was expecting a higher ratio of cute girls riding that cab but I was wrong. All those who ride that side were males expecting to be dragged to the "GIRLS ONLY" cab. The next day arrived again UNEXPECTEDLY I finished all my morning chores and left early. I got to the first train and when I came down the last station I saw that AUBURN HAIRED ANGEL again. She was alone at the last station and when we exited the station her "SOME GUY" popped out. And held her again they rode the same cab they usually ride and I rode the cab that opposite them. 2 days have passed after then and I decided to leave Early. I saw her Immediately when I entered the first train. I can't miss that Shining AUBURN hair that was A door away from me. Her Cuteness Stunned me all the way to the last station. When we arrived at the Terminal station I decided to follow her. I was so nervous it was my first time following someone whose name I don't know. when we left the Terminal her "SOME GUY" suddenly did not popped out. So I followed her to the next train. She rode the "GIRLS ONLY" cab and I rode the cab before it. I was hoping to use the Cellphone charm that time and when I saw the sign of the station that she usually exits I prepared my Cellphone for Capture.. But it shocked me to discover that she suddenly disappeared maybe because she exited to early or she did not went down to that station. I never discovered were she went and I went to work after that.. That's all there is.. The Angel I saw at the LRT line 1 vanished I never saw her again because for the past few days Ive been going to work Later than usual and because I was again re assigned to another place.

I always see Cute girls but never talk to them even though all the chance has been given to me. I am always like that. I've still been holding on to the promise I never made to a girl I never planned to fall for. Maybe I am hallucinating when I made this unspoken promise that I always been holding on to. But this the only reason that I can present to myself to justify why am I still single up to now. I made this promise without anyone's consent and I am not hoping for a chance that the other side will follow it as well but for the past 5 years the promise is still being held in both sides. Maybe I can still hold on to it a little longer. Maybe things will still go smoothly.. BUT MAYBE its JUST ME.. I hope I will be satisfied with the outcome of holding on till the very end. I hope the other side knows the unspoken promise as well. Well it was my decision I can't force her into it. Ill just keep on holding on to the Promise and hope she does on her side..

Shyness.

The past week was a very busy week for me.... Because of a celebration in our work place. It was to be aired lived so we had to work more for our department. The other room that our department was in-charge of is being constructed Along with the celebration.. People that the place hired were placing carpet for the room which required the application of "Rugby". It smelled all around our department that we were hit by its bad effects everyday. One day after going through some work I drank empty my water bottle. I was hit by the "High" of "Rugby" that I did not notice I was not being kind that day. So I entered the engineering department. It is were we get our water. I never thought I was disrespectful and I entered alone not saying a word. Then I left and by chance I got to slam their door very hard!! Up until today I was not aware of what I have done. Until it reached our "BOSS" I never thought that I was that bad. I always enter that room saying in a small voice and asking water. I never thought that being shy Could be so rude. I know what I did was wrong. I was never warned by them but it should have been common sense! Reflecting now makes me aware that it is really my fault. But the question is why did they let it take a long time before they told me what I have done. And while we were working as well. They did not have to be such an ass! We in our department are really working hard. We could at least get some respect from them who are seating all day doing some stuff or even playing MMOs!! For Crying out loud we get to do hard labor which are not related to IT and they who have ENGINEERS in their name got to look down on us! I am starting to hate the last word in my course! Its not because you passed some board exam that you can look down on others who got some lower course than you Have... I'll never want to be an engineer then if that would be a part of my job! We should be fair to those who are lower than us! We all belong to the earth If we get to high on ourselves we will fall hard on the ground someday. I hope those people I am hitting right now will be able to wake up well in the morning!!!

Story blog

Since the last 2 weeks have been pretty busy for me... I had been Imagining things everytime I get to have a vacant time. I was always looking outside the window when I travel to my OJT place.. (I am currently having an ojt in a broadcasting company) I ride 2 trains totaling of 9 stations everyday. The first day I went alone to "WORK" was a very weird day I'm not too excited but I am not too lazy to go to "WORK". When I arrived at the first train station It was like a normal day for workers less students and more Workers and civilians.Blah blah BLAH BLAH.... Then I arrived at the work place I brought my first time card with me. I was so nervous on how to use it that I punched the wrong slot of the card with the Clock. Then I went to the office. They did not gave me work that day During Lunch I was assigned to the TV area.I saw a Cute "Ate" and surprisingly she was having an OJT as well. The next day came and 2 more OJT-ers arrived now we were given work and we had to scatter cables to be used in the election survey quick count simulation and for some telephones that don't have lines on them. Then days past and I got used to traveling and started Imagining things. Friday came and I was left alone in our house. I had to go to "WORK" on a saturday so I set my alarm and slept early that day. Saturday came I woke up alone and Started Imagining that I had a GurlFriend with me.. When I woke up I was in a semi DREAM state. I was preparing hot water and suddenly I saw a girl at my bed waking up and started preparing my breakfast she prepared my coffee and prepared my meal for the day she even prepared my lunch. Then my kettle whistled and I am alone again... AFter my morning rituals I was off to "WORK" I came at the first train and it was not very crowded. when I arrived at the 2nd train. The station was swarming with COUPLES and It somehow pissed me off for no reason. Then I entered a not so crowded train at the last door And AGAIN entered a SEMI DREAM state. I was holding her hand while I was entering the train. I placed her in front of me so that no one will harm her whatsoever. When the train started to run I was all alone again hugging my bag. Then the same scenes repeat everyday up until now... Even when I am at "WORK" and eating I see her in front of me Eating along with me and she disappears everytime I swallow my food. Thats OJT for me...

1.0 = 5.0 + 5.0

Today is a day when students get their grades and keep their hopes Up high like the sky. As for me I always keep my hope in a low level to be able to cope with a bad grade... But today is not a day that I was so carefree Just like a year ago... I was really Expecting to receive 1 failing grade. But when I arrived at school all my expectations Crumbled like bread crumbs on a crispy fried chicken after getting bit by someone. One of my classmates failed our common subject but theres more not only that he failed but I failed as well all of my other classmates that we are always with passed and we are the only 2 who failed in this subject. We all had the same performances in that subject but when the issuance of grade came We discovered that we failed miserably. I still cant get over it and I dont think i will within this week. Its been a long week for me and I never expected that failure because we all did the same things in that subject but we failed its like a conspiracy but we checked it!! The main rant is that All of my grades this sem were all the same they never went down from 3 except for one I had some high grades but If I never failed that subject this sem would have been the best sem I had. Its really unexpected! I never thought I will Fail it! AGAIN!!! IVe been Hating mySelf Since I went Home but hating mySelf will not Do Anything good for me All I can do is evaluate what Ive done wrong and try again tomorrow and recheck my subject. I really need to know Why... I had the highest grade in one of my subjects but the price I paid for it is another failed subject.. This is sucks!! I dont know what to do... I told my parents and I will explain it even though I cant Explain why I failed. I have an OJT comming up and I think if that subject will be offered this summer I will take it along with ojt. I must Pass it this time. OR I WILL REPEAT A YEAR... Even though its a very minor subject it once again pulled me down for the 2nd time.. maybe it was my luck but I wont regret it. This bad experiences will give birth to good ones I will not expect it because expecting on something hurts when it doesnt come. I will push through!! ORE WA SAIGO NO CLIMAXU!!!!! This is my LAst CLIMAX!!! I will Do my best srsly!!! NO more EFFIN resting. Its been too much!!! This maybe my last rant I will start to seclude myself starting this summer.
Cant find the Original But this whats playing on my head right now...