Back Ache...Reports...Dizzy afternoon..

A week ago I had a some Weird sickness which took me a week to recover but this week started with a back ache.. I don't know why it returned but it did. I only brought my laptop more or less twice last week but the back ache still returned.. It was really a pain having the back ache all week. But somehow I was able to Ignore it during the day and suffer it during the night which made me oversleep the whole week.

Another crazy thing happened last week.. It was Reports.. We were supposed to have a report on thursday afternoon I did not prepared for it because I did not know that my classmates were going to make their reports squeezed into one day.. They warned me of that last year but I forgot about The warning up until Thursday morning. The morning came And I did not have a report. After finishing my lunch I needed to buy an Internet card to load my Usb modem. I was so much in a panic that I wasted 50php on it even though the money I had for the whole month was only 200php I did not thought of anything anymore. I hurriedly ate and went to our classroom to try and quickly make a Report(thanks to wikipedia and google). But when reporting time came the class was canceled I did not find out about the reason but it got canceled. I was in panic mode just before the announcement and after hearing the news I finally got to fart the stress out. now I'm revising the quick report I made that day.

This week came with me sleeping late and waking up early every other day. I was making my pet projects everytime I come home I spend less time playing games and stay up all night soldering stuff that I thought I can Do myself. I just finished my USB power supply cable and my 4bit binary counter the other day and soldered on a pcb. They were simple projects but it took me a whole night or two just to finish it. What ate my time was not figuring out how to do it but soldering in the cleanest way possible. I have an unstable right hand so it took time for me just to solder a whole IC socket. long story short Soldering And making the reports made me sleep late. And then saturday came, I overslept as usual but I still woke up on the wrong side of the bed. After eating my breakfast which I cooked I finished cleaning the plates I tried watching an anime I got a week ago. I was not able to finish an episode I suddenly felt dizzy but I still tried to cook rice for our lunch. After cleaning the rice and putting it in the stove I automatically moved into my bed. I was trying to sleep but my vision is constantly turning when I close my eyes my head starts to ache and I feel like my head is spinning inside a washing machine I tried to sleep but my mother woke up and warned me about the rice I was cooking. I aimlessly stood up to check on the rice which was almost done and hurried back to the bed. After the rice was cooked I reached my limit after reaching my bed I suddenly passed out the time then was 1015. When my mother tried to wake me up it was already 1130 I would definitely be late.I checked my blood pressure and found out that I had low blood pressure now Knew why I was so dizzy that morning. I tried eating but I was not able to finish my food and I tried taking a bath even though Im still dizzy After the bath the my dizziness was lessened I went to school and had my saturday class its a good thing it was shortened but I had to do 2 take home assgnments. Which is not so bad..

Today I received a work in Los baños again because my highschool bestfriend have computer problems. I need to go tomorrow right after class and it will be something to rant about next week.. ^^

Sickness.. and God PArents...

Today I just recovered from week long of Sickness. I cant trace were I got it but it destroyed my whole week. I think it reduced my capabilities to almost 30% in other words my whole week sucked! I cant hear Clearly I cant taste anything, Cant feel anything..(NOt Really I just felt numb the whole week.) In short I felt useless to anyone. It all started on sunday last week I felt tired all day even after going to Church and Eating in some resto.. Monday came and my mind was in blur I woke up too early and arrived at school 30mins before the start of classes which means the classroom is still close and its a lab class and usually rooms open 15mins before the alloted time. It was hot that day and I felt sleepy because I woke up too early. The only good thing that day was I got some Good coffee thanks to one of my Classmates. Days past and I started to wake up later than the previous day even though I set my alarm 15mins earlier. During the day I feel sleepy what ever I do I cant understand jokes I cant see clearly cant taste anything. I was slow. Specially when thursday Arrived. I woke up 1hour before my class starts. I was in panic but my body won't move quick I still tried to cook breakfast like I always do but I did not cleaned the plates and I immediately took a bath. I arrived exactly at the designated time but when I reached my chair I immediately sinked my head on the table. My performance level during that day was totally below par I really felt stupid the whole day I didnt even remember what happened the whole day until now. Friday came by and it was not so bad I recovered a bit after sleeping early on thursday but I still woke up late that morning. Saturday was a good day for me because I fully recovered from my weird sickness but today I still got cold but Its okay.

As For my GodParents... I was suddenly reminded by someone of how UnLucky I am with God Parents. Yes they are good people but I don't really know them or they hide from me during special occassions.(except for one because she is my mother's bff) I cant remember the last time that I received a gift from my other grandparents. I am not wanting any gifts from them but the fact that they are hiding from me makes me very disappointed. I am a Godparent myself but I always try to give my Godchild a gift whenever I can. Well thats All for Last Week....

Plugs! And Heavy Loads

Today is a saturday! Im suppposed to have a rest day today to prepare for the in comming school days! But suddenly there is a family event!! Its Supposed to be a Mini-Reunion! Im right here right now and Im not doing anything but blogging! ITs a good thing i got a good Connection all thanks to Globe Telecom! hahahaha!! any ways!! since IM not doing anything I decided to rant! Resorts and Hospitals I went to this days have weird plugs why cant they have a standard plug! Today I really need a normal plug but the plug in the cottage we got is a round plug!! IT really Sucks!! I cant charge anything on it!! You need to have a converter in order to charge in it!! Well I am not pissed off so much today because I got weird plug. Another thing which pissed me off today Is my Load. I brought too much crappy things in my bag today!!(Well its my fault but Ill still rant about it!!) Were supposed to pack light today but after making a Coin toss decision I brought my laptop. I Know its very heavy but I had no choice but to bring it! It has once again punished my shoulders. Since last week my shoulders have been aching but now Its ACHING more!!! I should not have brought my laptop because I did not used it that much. Its A good thing that I someone that I am SMS-ing someone that time and the pain got nulled a bit!! THANKS TO Her IM NOT that Pissed Off Today.. Oh and thanks to the Grammar nazi for always reminding me!!

Reader RAnt #2

Again This Is A reader rant I wont React But Ill post iT!! I only React when Im ordered to!!
WineLord41:
hay my father is a fukcing asshole
he accused me of telling our chef family friends negative stuff about him
in truth is I didnt
where the helll did he get hat fucking idea??
chef at manila pen
and hes been cursing me over and over again
the hell with him
i was wrong in defending him from my other family members
they all hate his guts
I try to understand him because he has a broken pride
but the hell with him
im not defending him anymore
hes like a kid who always wants attention
i dont even know if i respect him anymore
men this is why I HATE HOLIDAYS
they are more stressfull than anyother seasons
they piss me off
I want to answer my dad face to face
but i cant fucking do that
you know why?!!
hes MY FATHER
men I want to
and get out of this life
want to live by myself
anyway it looks im already am with more load
I just dotn want to leave my mom
shes done more than enough for us
arrhhggg
I want to let all this stress out
I dont call this season to be jolly
its a fucking season to get yourself more fraustrated
pero isa lng
galawin lng ako ng papa ko lalaban ako
i wont break down anymore
shez its years that i just ignore this situation
as if nothings wrong
as if everything is alright
but it isnt
I shouldve stay in iloilo
I shouldve just continued the good life there
FUCK!!!